I have found exceeding joy,
Jesus answered when I called 
this Name that has saved me, 
pure love that embraced me.

Mercy, grace, eternal life.
Bought from darkness to His light.
While lost in my sin, He
raised me and made me live.

Chorus:
My soul magnifies the Lord,
my heart joys in God my Saviour,
for He lifts the lowly,
He's done great things for me.
I will sing, praising evermore,
He is mighty and Holy is His Name.

I will lift my head up high,
praising Jesus through each trial.
Though I have not seen Him, 
I love Him completely.

Exceeding Joy - hillsong (Miriam Webster)

wahh now that im listening to this song and staring at the lyrics, my eyes can be brimmed with tears of
sadness+joy+guilt+gratitude+shame+remorse for i feel like a rotten piece of crap, whining like a baby at God
and He's still faithful nonetheless. None the less. Why do i forget the times when he lifted the lonely, how he's
done great things for me. Where's the box of thanksgiving cards which Elaine gave that I've so faithfully tried to
constantly count my blessings? How come u forget those things sk! There's more than just this that i can joy
my heart in. I will lift my head up high, praising Jesus through each trial, though ive not seen Him, i'll still love him
completely, just as Paul and Silas were jailed and still stuck to you.

There's many more things to joy my heart in than these.

now, i'll rant.

what the eeeccck.many days of SUNSHINE and on that fateful day, it was the START
of the south east/west monsoon thingy. and the record 7 hours rain collected was
more than the entire month of august collected. in situations like this, I really
cant help BUT to question, except not like any other emo freaks who do not have
head knowledge of what it means to be a chirstian, that His thoughts are higher
than mine, so are His ways, and God's thinking transcends all human understanding,
and that He secures my lot and have set boundaries for me, and yada yada yada.
its TOUGH to reconcile that to heart knowledge and be TOTALLY convicted in
my heart to truly say, God, IT'S  OK!! i just couldnt do it, i just cant ughhh

yeah yeah, im doing good. perhaps i just pride myself too much into it and make
so many plans and get all my hopes all oh-too-high, next to know it all comes
crashing down to dust.

AH SK.

SK YOU'RE SUCH AN IDIOT!

i mean, its only a SMALL PI SAI matter and i dunno have to get so affected right
, sk? but OWELL, i still did. loser. nevermind.
the sickening thing is
i have to put up a strong front and inform my dad, my brother, my uncle,
and tell others i failed.
AIYAH SK U JUST GOT A TERRIBLE PROBLEM WITH YOUR EGO LAH! face it, sk.

Yes so i really do, and im actually much better now. i aint perfecto, but as
June once well-done-ly said, i shall be that specimen to show God's power to
be mighty! Meanwhile, sk will do fine.

I'll be able to proclaim God's goodness once again.Soon.

i happened to be at angie's blog and i decided to take a look at her photos, and to my amazement, i found some of our Re-Dance of Joyful Joyful for Christmas@Dover 2006. So interesting...

*u know what, im so tired of trying to get the words in line with the pic and im using firefox(not sure if it matters) so, follow the number of the picture and the corresponding caption
number.

so there were the pracs, which i kinda enjoy haha!








3. i particularly like this one. heh! everyone's in synchro =]




4. of course, thats my bud, zac haha!



5. zac, weelock, chloe, jamie, evelyn and me



6. zac, angie and me



7. most of us! jialat, i dun rmb the 2girls names!!



8. all of us after the dance. trying to act poser! haha!



9. weelock, wendy, zac and me



10. -coughscoughscoughs- le hot.=)



11. all of us after the dance



12. act posers no.2! hahaha check out peishan's hand


13. zac, lock, chloe and me


and i remember VIVIDLY, i went to kope some of june's cell(which now is my cell, and i hope they dun read this, that is besides june herself =/ ) chocolate fondue. i poke poke some for them, and i kope kope kope from them. and josco tham got himself an ultra good lobang of 10bucks for an adidas jacket. how unfair!! but i still love u jojo =)

This is what happens on a bored monday afternoon..

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