friday
had great fun in prefect room.and i let cheeping see thru all e stuff in my fone,and it kind of brings a smile to my face whenever he asks me abt every picture or msg cos it'll just bring back memories..haha but the weird thing is,seng loong was next to him so it was a total stranger(not exactly) listening to my life as i told cheeping haha but hmmf sengloong seems a nice guy..shall get to know him better.. :)

saturday
went for mg talent time..not bad not bad.. :) performance were all quite good except for the first 2 bands.anyway it was raining kind of heavily.and i went to timothy's place to change into his op t-shirt which i wanted to buy haha then the highlight of the night was still my walk home.dropped at the bus stop to find out wad pricked into my left toe and walked to caltex(??) to get orange juice,by the way, i dropped from the bus just for this sole reason.then,walked to bkt batok mrt slowly and taking our own sweet time,but thankfully god decided to make me play a lil trick on my friend and say,"hey,i think thats ur last bus" and we check our time,1130pm,wahlalala i tot it was only 10+ how stupid we ran all e way to the intercange and my friend almost fell. :) it was good dope fun :)

"joy to the world, all the boys and girls
joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea!
joy to you and me!" hubba hubba hubba(bubble bubble bubble) hu hoo!

* i was still singing joy to the pple in the deep blue sea until just that very moment i typed it down haha

sunday
this is the best sunday i've ever had.im not being sarcastic.god spoke to me by planting that lingering restlessness which i wanted to get rid of very badly,but i just couldnt.and i learnt something abt myself,which i all along knew but was just exceptionally real today - insecurity.i tot i was in a bad mood,but no.and sigh,im quite disappointed today but i shant say much cos it wldnt be too nice to do it here. but i guess,today was another learning day.thank you god for putting me thru that just now and i praise u lord.i love you lord


i love you lord
and i lift my voice
to worship you
all my soul rejoice
take joy my king
in what you hear
let me be a sweet sweet sound
in your ear

im sorry kaisi and cindy haha cos im very lazy to go edi those links haha..but ell i shall do it soon..

anyway..today went pretty well..my stomach is feeling much better now,and acting mr hang is sure good fun..haha having gone thru how the whole ceremony(i was standing in as Mr Hang for the rehearsal haha!) for his leaving this friday

owell ive just written the camp proposal for prefects..hope everything goes well and i pray hard that i'll be able to handle those unpleasant reactions from the less enthusiastic pple,sigh..afterall this is our first camp im initiating in our 24 years history,i just really hope they'll really respond well and dunt be so pessimistic..owell..we shall see..

ah!!im having some sharp pain in my stomach..and no, im not having a tummy ache..ah its been like on and off since this afternoon abt 4+..till now..3hrs have gone man..but well, all in all, i had a pretty good day today, watched yesterday once more which was kind of amusingly-sweet :) haha aside that i bum into pple who i least wished to bum into haha sighsigh..im feeling my pains again!!do these actually feel like cramps?? okay u know wad,forget it..i shall bear with it..shall go eat dinner now.. :D

im pondering at the injustice ive done to my blog of late.im pretty amused with the incessant nonsensical entries ive made.its good and refreshing to read gregory's blog, and set me thinking, hmmf..now that the holidays are nearing,ive really got nothing to do.so much this society has done to me.day in day out, i leav the house, sit in school to rot, before sweepin my ass and off to home i go.then i sit here in melancholy,seriously thinking, just what more productive stuff can our dear sk do?Nothing.Period

yay! my friend just told me sth i can do!i shall go do some drawing and painting now! :)

but however nonetheless, i need to argh i dunno..

yayy yayy!! im featured on zach's blog!!click on my link on the right!

sigh what am i going to do from today onwards..there's hardly anything much to do at home.i thot life's going to be easy after the implementation of 5 day work week. but wad the crap, band camps on saturdays from 8 to 5..thats even worst than the normal band prac on saturdays hich only last till one, which as if is not bad enough. grr agitated.
going to get back results soon. hope to do fairly well this time hope i can scrap pass the passin line for my a math and chem.so many things i want to do but lack of conviction hahaha oh me.
yea,one good friend of mine just enlightened me that "i have not seen a decent post from you in a very long time!"haha..which is pretty true i guess..
hmmf on a lighter note, yesterday went for dance practice,supposedly to go there and be the cd radio operator, wahla..ok enuff said.haha i shake funnily hahaha had fun! :)

anyway..im experiencing my hungry panks again..



Your mercy found me
Upon the broken road
And lifted me beyond my failing
Into Your glory
My sin and shame dissolved
And now forever Yours I’ll stand

In love never to end
To call You more than Lord,
Glorious friend

So I throw my life upon all You are
‘Cause I know You gave it all for me
And when all else fades
My soul will dance with You
Where the love lasts forever

[[where the love lasts forever.hillsong united]]

the exams are coming this wed and this scary fact hasnt quite sunk into me yet. this is bad. nothing really seems to interest or spur me.why am i even doing this for..wad e heck am i in trip sci, sigh i think i just wanted the best out of everything i can have..never really bothered abt my sole purpose of doing trip sci..haha they all say the studies are stressful, but my unbothered-ness is really what's stressing me thoough..funny