its 9.34pm now.

i always dread/hate the window of time around now because i know my plain, mundane and mentally-draining reality will start in approxiamtely 2-3 hrs time(thats cos i wont feel a single thing when im fast asleep, and within one hr after i wake up, id be at my workplace, or maybe, jungle.)

ah this was supposed to be a green entry. ive started to become a little more environmentally conscious these days. it probably started in the course of prep for prelims last yr, and all i banged on was environmental qns for my GP haha. so anyway, to stock take a bit at mid year, i realise ive been doing not too badly..

1. ive been sleeping with only the fan and not air conditioner on weekdays since january.
2. i turned off my tap for my toilet bowl cos the cistern is faulty and it constantly refills(waste water). to clear things, i DO flush when i pee at home, like when i do, i turn the tap on for water.ha!
3. i had my own Car-Free Day yesterday(reluctantly)! my good ol' slippers(not really mine cos i kop-ed it from zach) served me well. bus, train, bus, bus and more bus rides.
4. i turn off the air-con in my car every time i cut engine cos it saves fuel in the long run. one litre for every 100km i heard. ok not so significant but still!
5. i do not rev each time i pick up cos a slow and steady pick up saves fuel.
6. i do not read my speedometre as often as my fuel-efficiency metre on my display panel.
7. ive not been running at all! since my bmt. so i pant less--> less oxygen taken up by me.
8. less farts = less green house gas.

ah ha! ok last few were nonsensical. time to sleep. its e brand new week again and i look forward to the end of the new week, cos then the weekends will be here.

*clapclap!* REGULAR!


Personal note: Dear tres hottest, remind urself to blog abt today's worship and the june-in-a-nutshell entry soon.

today i was down with an MC cos last night i developed a fever. that explains my hip and back ache which caused me to not sleep well yesterday morning. but owell, i went to the clinic and i drank one packet of ice milo after that. and i just found out, milo is heaty. mistake no.1 .this afternoon, i ate mangoes. it is heaty. mistake no.2.

aiya, whatever it is, the medicine is not drowsy at all. not at all.

So, in my absolute boredom this afternoon, i decided to show my grandma some love in her love language-food. since its only me and my mama(grandma in canto) at home, and i never get a chance to be at home to spend time with her for an entire day on a weekday, plus she cooked porridge for me, i plunged my ass in front of the laptop to search how to cook abalone。

冬菇鲍鱼























my grandma says : 几好吃喔！
june says : wah.... looks pretty goood wor....

josco says :

oh Josco! says:
im sur eyou know how mucha i hate DONG GU
oh Josco! says:
too mucha dong gu lah
oh Josco! says:
abalone seems over dried.
oh Josco! says:
but i would say
oh Josco! says:
for effort
oh Josco! says:
full marks lah!

but i say......


IT'S ALL ABOUT THE MSG AND SEASONING LAH PLEASE. i dun have time to wait for 4 hrs to cook the stock hahah! but its heartwarming to see her smile and less grumpy today:)

just when i thought i have ample energy to blog, i find myself yawning now. *yawns*
just when i thought im turning nocturnal, i can barely open my half-closed eyes.*yawns again*

goodnight world.

*rubbish post*

now, where did all the good times go?

sk is not feeling happy with where he is now. sk is not satisfied at all with what he has to do right now. sk is just plainly feeling wasted by others, yet he has not control over the situation, but nonetheless, he still has to be used by these people.

now he wishes he really did not have brains, only did PSLE, and cant speak any language properly besides hokkien. because, at least that way, he knows then this has to be the road for him.

i should not insult others despite being in this state of self-pity.go and die, sk!

no i will not kill myself! i will not jump into the sea!

very well, sk, pick up the fighting spirit and move on! you know ud come out as a gold/silver/bronze/emerald/ruby/sapphire/diamond sorts of gem after all these crap.

ok i need to sleep. im talking rots here

gd nite world. may there be peace, with me protecting you.(yea rightttttttttttttttttttttt.)

i love to do math.

no. of days in my company 730
days since ive entered 7+29+31+30+31+8= 136
no. of days left 730-136=594
percentage done with this stupid place 136/730x100 = 18.6%

欢乐时光!
happened to just browse thru my old photos and tada, i saw this old picture of josco, me , zac and gerald at our equinox lunch. it was one of our 欢乐时光 moment, plus the few streeams of colour bands behind! haha, so got aura right? it was taken in the lift.


that was my hair-y days...................

we had the last the last round of groundzero just sunday and it was a funfilled day. everything was extremely fun and people were enjoying, while some of us were pretty busy keeping the games running. but on top of all these buzz, what struck me most was my cellboys. goodness, i NEVER expect them to have even made it to the top three. my goodness. miraculous SK II.haha thats their group name. with 3 miserable members present only on that day, kevin chris and peter somehow came first. haha i was pleasantly surprised. thereafter, my chingbang had lunch. man, it HAS BEEN LONG. its been long since josco joined us since bmt, it has been even longer since we all sat down for lunch together too. so we enjoyed ourselves at ipor horfun and of course, i took my first bite of frolicks, which, well , im very happy to have tried it. DARN! all my procrastination about eating 'just another cup of yoghurt'. haha. anyway, words cant really describe, but im very comforted in my heart that we met and spent some time. =)

had guard duty on fri evening. gahh came home feeling so wide awake, only to concuss halfway while watching my repeat telecast program. darn. i dozed off for the entire afternoon and i became nocturnal for the evening. thank god, i had supper all the way at changi village. my my. i kinda got lost along the way. got lost on the expressway somemore. sigh, only such stupid things can happen to me. gahhh. haha. but it was good fun. but the coconuts i ate were hard, and they had an effect on me. well, the effect was..................................*flushes toilet bowl* and some monster left stolen spoons in my car, which we're supposed to be good and return in 2 yrs time. sheer honesty =) we will not burn in hell.

in other news, everyone has been accepted into uni now. DAMNED. now i feel old. old as in, sk kwok, you're growing up. haha! we're just one step away from working/stress/finance issues/housing/car/insurance/investments etcetcetc. i cant really digest this fact and embrace the onset of the future tho. however, i've noticed, and am also learning how to deal with the fact that some of my friends didnt got into their choices, or to even receive an offer. this feeling must suck and one would prob feel ultra low on morale. i realise, sometimes, pple arnd get so absorbed into their own futures they forgot to show some sensitivity to those who have been rejected and feeling down. ahh.

sometimes your head dont quite really do what your heart tells you to. i worry sometimes that if i get too practical and rational that i forgot to do what i really want to.

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