sometimes right, when i learn about or of something ( be it god or bad, or may not even bother me) , there's this very silent comfort and confidence graowing in me.

weeeeiiirrrrddd , huh?

I want to say I have conquered the highest mountain and the deepest valley.
But most importantly, i must conquer myself.

If I can't, i must. If i must, i can!

hoho, i lifted that from jon's msn nick. hohoho my motto for life, at least for the next few weeks.

1. life's pretty sad, cos many things just seem unfair and unfathomable. and i sometimes just wish things were simpler. but perhaps, if they were, life wouldn't be as colourful with all the rising ups and pitfalls.i shall stdy w a vengeance to score better. nehnehneh

2. since when was singapore's national flower sunflowers, or chrysanthemum?? then why cover the suntec area with all these yellow flowers.. diaooo....

at night, i attended chris bowater's 'call to deeper worship' worship concert. it was amazing.i brought home vividly 2 lessons with me.

firstly, chris' tagline was to not be just touched by God, be transformed ! and i realised, this has been very real especially of late.. its no longer the oh-lord-thankyou-for-the-moment of spiritual high, but making an effort to sustain it in the week after.todays the second time i can remember that god's touch is so impactful that i am convicted in my heart to really press on for this King. and in Chris' word i will "behold cometh monday" haha. yupp im gonna use what god has blessed me with to really share the joy and spread the love in the streets. heh!

secondly, we were asked to pray for our church. so vicky amaria and i prayed. i prayed particularly for the young ones in our ministries. the sec1s especially.my cell. i dont know why but that was the burden on my heart at that particular point in time. vicky reaffirmed me that yar, really, we need to pray for the younger ones to stand firm in such a world today, where its complicated, warped and..u know what i mean.. =) so my point is, i really need to learn to place the sec1s as my first priority. i need to value it, so that they too, can see that and value it as much as i do. afterall, if i dont place them of importance, how can i expect them to reciprocate that kind of attitude towards coming cell? hmmf. its sometimes frustrating, but God's seed is slowing germinating inside me, and of cos in those lil rascals too. haha

during worship led by Bowater, my all-time favourite song was the second song. heh, this time, it was no more ooooo~ my favourite song, but, sk see what it means, really! and to my awe, i realised, it is the song that i will centre my life around.it encompasses basically what i essentially need in my life! i dunno how to pen in words the feeling that envelopes my heart, but its a tingling pull on your heart, telling me just what i need to do, and what i need to remember to live this life full. the feeling was, woah... heh

My Jesus, my Saviour,
Lord there is none like You.
All of my days, I want to praise
The wonders of Your mighty love.

My Comfort, my shelter,
Tower of refuge and strength.
Let every breadth, all that i am
Never cease to worship You!

Shout to the Lord all the earth let us sing!
Power and majesty praise to the King!
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name
I sing for joy at the works of Your hands
Forever I'll love You
Forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the glory I have in You.

today was an eventful day =)

sang for marc's and wannie's wedding. god bless the couple cos their lives are so enriched by God!the testimony shared by wannie was amazing and im sure a powerful one, especially for the non-believers.standing in front of a group of inevitably judgemental people of the world, she has found total, TOTAL security and confidence in Crist Lord. =) to know more,u better ask me heh. and pastor rennis found it so powerful that he encouraged her to share her testimony tmr during e2 =) she has even set up a club called "Flying Solo" to bless others.

had a fantastic buffet lunch w peishan,angie gerald and shinyee the witch haha. we had a tropical picnic in a lovely garden.(aka sitting under the sun at the stone table on e grass) before i headed down to meet roy to study at kap. Lo and behold, i met zhenguang and sharon! haha so coincidental right!heh sat together and mugged a bit, and we all left together. sharon roy and i walked to bukit timah shopping centre to play pool. hoho my addiction to pool has resurfaced! an i must say im quite a taiko act sei playa doode.. bhahaha!

i was just catching up/crapping with gayn(left) and hooper(right).yeah it was a funny time talking to each other. and it really impresses on me that, good times really fly. the pple i got to know are really one of those that i need to keep for life.


this is my new class in jjc.


these are my close guys, my only guys in the class. yea we stick around thru our nonsense. heh another few to stick around for life.


and this are the photos that are pasted on every clementi town's canteen table. can u spot how kookoo i look in sec 3! hahaha and with me are serene and lifung, and in the other there's jack jason timothy dom and leonard. hahahaha