ahh!!this week's going to be very energy draining!im getting very scared(note:scared,not nervous) abt the whole clementeen idol competition thingy and being towkay for the dunking machine.tho im not doing much abt the stall, but the worry of it does clouds my mind..like, what if the money counting goes wrong?? ahh!!! and now im having a lil difficulty with the whole wiring/amps/DI-Boxes/cables for the band ah!! why only now??im not going to be able to sleep well.

ah!today was just plain bad.the feeling of small.c'mon sk!! dont let the fighting spirit die!mwahaha!i felt like turd.. yes turd's my new word.oh!!i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno..

ah!!i promised shahrul to go look for that bandana for him! but ive got no time!!

-breathes in....................- :D

its been long since i updated(how many times have i started my past few entries in this manner? heheh)

anyway aint exactly over the moon or something, yet i cant exactly pin point what.there's been stuff thats been boggling my head, work, others.ugh the chores of growing up.such a pain..... but i better enjoy while i still can hmmm

im taking my time,but im pressed for time..hmmmf ignore this random thought if u cant understand haha

on another note, i feeeel the best and most awesome in the house of God.being able to worship and just soak myself in the presence of God is the most wonderful.without feeling the rush of time,the fact that u can just do your own thing, dont have to worry anything else thats going to happen after u leave the place is just plain good for the soul.

anyway,for now, the song that keeps ringing in my head is diana ross and the supreme's You Can'T Hurry Love

I need love, love to ease my mind
I need to find, find someone to call mine
but mama said

you can't hurry love
no you just have to wait
she said love dont come easy
its a game of give and take
you cant hurry love no you just have to wait
you gotta trust, give it time
no matter how long it takes

and its the current kraft cheese advertisement's song haha

today is maria's(a.k.a chloe leow!) birthday!haha shes 15! and its marvellous to witness such an enormous change in her personality and stye!woot!haha shes so feminine and lady-like, so different from her everything-macham-josco-attitude girl haha owell, but i knw she has grown in the lord which is actually a very heart-warming note :) heheh

we had a surprise party for her! haha and i SERIOUSLY think, we can like create like a reality tv series, such as the Difficult Life(featuring Eve-jie) hahaha and some healthy The Osbournes haha. we will seriously be fighting against each other for the golden globe or oscar/emmy whichever haha but she was soooooo funny! it was really last minute planning but it went well!haha

well ive came to point,which is - God really provides.somehow re-firmed ailing's testimony on the location for cell retreat.i was gettin a lil panicky to look for the place to practise for the competition tml, but gerald was suggesting bethel. i mean, i was realy scared to ask cos its like, not the right thing at the right place, but bethel has alll the things i need for tml, to record, to play and prac, cos if not, timothy's house have only the guit, a piano down the house, and a dis-assembled drums set which effectively cant really do much. so i realllllly have to thank god for this :) god provides,seriously, in the crunch time

oh on another note, i miraculously broke my specs, only god saw how the motion was, dont ask me, i dunt know either haha


oh yes i rmb, god's so real today, i dunno why.he is all the time.the series of sermons to come is just what im needing.the knowledge oof Him to evangelise.been doing that for the past few weeks, here i come God...... vroooooom hahaha