oh another thing lately about me is that, i dunt like my handphone when im at home. when im at home, i want to be totally disconnected from the world cos i just need my own space and time, and each time i receieve a msg, its bound to have sth to do with sch and blah.hate it.therefore, if i dunt reply and messages or answers my handphone calls, u will noe that i toss my phone onto my bed and left my room for a loonng time..heehee..

nite world..

im attempting to read my bio TYS and serf blogs..but obviously i can only perform the latter task cos icant exaclty multi task these two things. and if i can study my bio while serfing net..i wldnt be bloggin this right now..

anyway i feel quite studious..haha i noe i cant feel studious but can only be studious..but nvm, as long as u get my point..haha theres no bio test but im reading..oh mebbe there'll be a surprise bio quiz..owell..now im a professional nerd.muggerrr.grrr

im so screwed..teachers day, sigh..wheres suhaila..need u to help me print stuff...grr if only i had my printer..

today's temon's bday!! haha and great i gave him a birthday present - pls print out the stuff for that penguin in tropics ..heeheee thanku.. haha u'll get ur present soon! i promise! haha

owell nth much happened lately besides getting stressed out. anyway ive changed so much. i dunt really noe why either but i just noe. maybe its just becos of the stress thats tiring my out. i dunno.

anyway gonna tk out my braces tml. everyone pls say byebye to my braces..haha maybe i shld do sth to keep my braces in memory.. haha anyway..

pray hard i'll get better with god and life. sigh this really kinda sucks now feel like giving up everything. urgh! sk!! u can do it!! u can u can!! :)

hahahahahhahahahahahaha wah lau josco just sent me a family picture which did not failed to bring a biggggg smile on my face for the whole day!! :) so cute..hahahaha

s t r e s s e d. haha just found out after this august, i think i'll start bucking up for end of years. haha think i'll be more free after that. anyway just seen my eye bags in the mirror..oh boy, its bad. lemme go get slp...

i didnt go to school again today. seems that things in school screwed up a lil. but owell, (sings)god will make a way when there seems to be no way..heehee..funny, i always get this sudden shot-up in temperature every morning but i'll be perfectly fine in e morning and afternoon, then i'll get back slight fever in e night. frightening.

even more sick.38.9 this morning.sighh

anyway,im having a very heavy head..feel so tired and moody..sighh if my fever doesn go by this weekends, i'll be suspected of dengue fever..owell..sadness im gonna miss out on so much in school this week.

so sick.so so sick.

was down with fever yesterday morning. was at rachel's hse and my temp. ran from 37.3 to 37.9 then went to the doc and my temp was 38.1 . so high.. then went home it rose to 38.3. so so sick. and my knees were so nua and jelly.i felt like an old grandfather with wobbly knees man. haha anyway this morning i woke up at abt 5+ to drink water, but becos there were no hot water, i drank normal water which felt as if i drank fridge water..haha and bravo at abt 7+ i woke up to brush my teeth i had an urge to vomit, but i didnt. so as soon im done with brushing..i quickly went to the dining table to sit to have my breakfast but becos so so so many black dots started popping into my vision and i felt super nua and weak and felt as if im floating and abt to fall, i quickly made my way to the bed..haha great i almost fainted..haha

we are singapore...singaporeans
we are singaporeeeeeaaaaannnnnnsssss!!! (according to that community song..haha)

oh that reminds me that we can actually change singaporeans to..... *eh-hm..* numenoreans!! hahahahaha

No sleep,
No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop,
Won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer

Sometimes, I feel like going down, I'm so disconnected
Somehow, I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

They say, that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I, I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave
Sometimes,
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow, I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

Lately, I've been walking, walking in circles
Watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me
Come take me higher

the rasmus -- in the shadows

sick. bleahh.. diarrhoea and sore throat..bleah..now its more like itchy throat..want to rub it..but dunt know how..got an over-dosage of pi pa gao that landed me in a stat of diarrhoea..great..now on medication..no more sensational pi pa gao..how.. ?? i want to fall sick and wont be able to go school..haha but well my body is not allowing me to do so.. :( haha..

wowwe..havent been bloggin for quite sometime..owell

yesterday was just talking with one of my goo friend whom fell sick and is going through trauma with work(like me! haha) and brilliant..i fell sick last night..came down with a very bad sore throat til now..my throat hurts..tried eating pi pa gao and it feels dam sensational! but it is only short-lived.. :( anyway shant be bloggin so soon..oh my i think i can cough blood out soon mann.. anyway im glad that im sick! cos i hope by next wed i get a fever or sth bad..so i get mc and dunt go to school and i'll have lonng holidays! haha anyway thats called self-cursing..but i hope my throat gets better soon cos i jined with my class in the national day song singing competition and the teacher said we sound nice! :) ( wad is that shock for huh....) so hope our voices get better and we can win! hahaha

im gonna bring an omega big bottle of active manuka honey wtaer to school tml..ohoh! one more thing! becos of my throat i drank so much water today hat i had this one-hr water cycle in my body that every one hours( so happen to be 8am,900,1000,1030,1130,1230,130 and 230) and that means i went to the toilet after every period! so healthy..i think im over working my bladder..