this is my 275th entry in my 2yrs and a few months of blogging :)

anyway prelims are here, ive not touched bio and its this monday hrmmf heheh oh well, im going to do well for everything, yes everything i must must must, but maybe not physics heheh

god please grant me a peaceful heart, and the right attitude and discipline towards my studies

on another slightly hilarious note, i was studyin at clementi kfc on thursday with my friend and this bunch of 4 indians girls "whispered" loudly for 'siewkeong!' :) my friend and i turned out head abruptly and they went 'you're the clementi idol right?' hahaha oh man

our dear timothy is going to turn sweet 16 this monday,22nd Aug 2005

we had an awesome time at jurong point fih n co.haha he was extremely shock when he realised they were singing to 'happy birthday to NahNah' while all of the rest of us went 'timothy' and there could only be one person behiond all these..hahaha anyway we went toys r us..oh oh let me begin on the whole scam..

i told tim ytd night that i needed him to come to help me buy a guitar for my friend,who's going back to vietnam.needed quite a bit of help cos we wanted to give it to him so dat he can outreach to pple back home.then today i said we're going Plaza Sing and josco's waiting there for us cos he's payin first with his card,hahaha.then the gang dropped the bomb on me that ps is too far so they decided to go jurong point..sharks! haha so after school, i rushed the rest off..jamie shiqing and jamie left hurriedly and leonard and desmond tagged along without sayin goodbye haha and chris was stayin behind ah!! i was so freaked out and jamie conveniently forgot to call me haha..so i got chris to leave and call me when they've crossed the traffic light outside school, then i told tim that josco's parents are waiting for us at jurong point for lunch, then they'll bring us down..haha then we went into toys r us and showed him the helicopter i was talking abt hahah and we started talking abt childhood..then we got quite carried away and he started suspecting..so i said ' ah lets go lets go! don make them wait' haha so we wen up, he said he saw desmond and leonard at e same place. i cldnt see them cos they were covering their faces with the menu but seconds later, timothy finally pieced everything together........

say im good... hahaha

but then! he got a bit sad cos he really wanted to go down e guitar shop to check some stuff out..ouch! ah and we took many fotos for fun,joy,peace and laughters..haha

tim's birthday pictures

ive to thank josco for his time to help me do that adorable pic on top! hahaha to get him to do similiar stuff, do contact sk at skueaks@gmail.com for more information thankyou :)

ok, so here are the long awaited photographs haha!

- chloe's birthday part I
- chloe's birthday part 2
- ctss carnival + ctss idol + sonic fest sat night

a new chaptor unfolds....

like what ailing has said, some people needs to hit the rock-bottom before they feel the hurt and urgency, and like what ms foo told dom today that it teaches us the lesson to be more humble and study hard, i got a B3 for my chinese grades with merit for oral..haha

but ive been always fine with settling down for a B3 untilw hen i know more than half e class got As haha but well! i trust that god's giving me a direction so different that i really do not know what to expect but just to trust in him! heheh there's so much of disappointment and feelings stiring in me, but it took me one afternoon to reconcile with myself and God :) and to really know that, my grades are a matter of how far i want myself to go, but not just want to get the grades for the sake of myself heheh

so right now, ive got the kick right in my fac, im going to PIA for the Os. dammit..i want some single digit score lah hahaha

anyway zach and i have WONDERFUL plans for my post-exams rendezvous(figuratively hahaha) so im really hoping to get done with this! hahaha

its been a week since the competition has ended and just when i though all was well and over; it wasn't. we're called to do this national day thingy but ive kindly withdrew myself from it twice because im seriously lacking time for my work,once when that a** teacher told me on sat(the competition itself) and 2nd time on the following monday to geraldyn chen.geraldyn chen said how come i didnt say earlier,so it just all boils down to the stupid a** teacher which i dont even know his name..he's short, fat, wears specs and he's the one who came to my class once to relieve and shouted at leonard,timothy clement some 2 other pple for walking thru e back door " 1,2,3,4,5! Front door!" yarh i was sayin it just boils down to him being incompetent,a slacker, a one-glance-and-u-know-he's-perverse teacher whom ok enough boy..haha ok its just anger thats all trapped within me..

and to my winning glory, i really ought to thanks a few very important pple..

my dad and my family : haha if not for the money...yeah it would all not happen.plus its good to perform for my grandmother too!haha my aunt my mom my cousins and my sister haha finally u can safelly listen to my shirekings at home, and my grandmother was super amazed with my 'shit at home which sounded like i was trying to pull a bull up the tree' or so as she says hahah

my class : hahahaha!! thanks soo much for all the help and support!christopher and clement and leonard for always checking how i sound..sayin how i sound like im 'keeping a lot of strength inside me' u guys are da Best!jack too! for just helping me with the drums on the day itself!thanks so much! if not for u, the performance cldnt even take place!hha the girls..chewchew jacelyn shiqing haha thanks for getting the blue roses and drawing those banners for me!haha its sooo UNEXPECTED plus there's meili and joycelyn who's always encouraging me with their much-treasured encouragements!and meili!haha always sending me these sweet sms-es which will never fail to put a smile on my face.then of cos there's valerie and jason poh who sts besides me, sharing the nonsense and ceaseless jokes haha thanks so much for just sitting next to me hahaha tho we all know there's more to it!haha then there are certain few groups of pple whom i cant outrightly thank on my blog cos i know i'll just strain some friendships but nevertheless! i will thank u personally in a way or another!hahaha

my wonderful cell and june! : thanks for rooting for me man! the rushing, the last-minute notices, the screamings!! june!! haha heard u screamed ur lungs out!!haha thanks a lot for just coming down man! hehehe :) so funkeyye.. my cell and they are zac josco evelyn melissa sarah and beks and renita! haha im grouping them into the old cell.. thanks for the support and coming down..tho i know it was raining that day and u guys had to practically rushed like nobody's business, i really really want to thank you guys for just being the hip bunch u all are :);):) oh and thanks kairen for just popping by too!! haha erm..i like the surprise! haha

my band pple : heard that chein sze, my 2 juniors came to root for me too! haha thanks for being there too when ive been such a HORRIBLE BAND MATE and senior hahaha oh and he seniors too jessica guangliang lynette zhiquan and who else?? haha i cant rmb all haha thanks for supportin too!!hahaha

then there's my band pple : gerald and rachel, tho u 2 are like not from school but just sacrificing ure time just to play for me and in a way got nothing in return.im reallly thankful for u two and without u two none of this would be possible in a way more than 1! :) then there's timothy: the pro in guitars who have taught rachel so much so much in that short span of time!hahahaha i know i pang seh tons of times but nevertheless u helped me out this time.really so thankful for u haha for guiding me how to sing properly for contributing in a way to select my song..to stand my shit for the time while we were practising 'save me' on how fast i want it, slow it, make it sound choppy haha i was dam picky and demanding lah! haha sharon for her time cos she had to rush here and there for the rehearsals which made me felt real bad the timings really clashed with her stuff and i also want to thank her for making the whole song nicer by that i dunno wad u call it..haha she just sweep her fingers across e whole keyboard which sounded so awesome!haha and jamie!my pal since sec1 know u struggled quite a bit thru out the whole thing and really thankful for just coming by to help out and stuff! i know u're not gonna read this cos u dont even know how to switch on the comp, so i'll save my breath for the time being! haha

then there's ailing pastor ian and lydia and jen haha for praying for me haha i NEVER KNEW they were praying for me lah! haha i was like oh my gosh!! no such need lah! haha and for ailing for bookin bethel which i knew isnt exactly e best place..and almost troubled lydia to borrow some DI boxes which i thankfully do not need it later on.. haha

FINALLY everything that was made possible was all by God's way.in a way or another god was so real to me thru the whole tme.especially the week before the competition. im really thankful for just speaking so much to me abt my life, and just revealing to me more about myself lord.ive also went through the whole scary experence of trusting god in the nick of times.the DI boxes..lydia cld only confirm at 2 on friday, while i thankfully saw that the external PA provided the DI boxes at say 130.. dude i was soo thankful! then helpin me got a bass amp from tim's brother..all this took place just one day before the rehearsal when everything was supposed to be done a week before but all was just not in place.lord make me lean and live by ur strength lord and trust in ur ways lord.thankyou so so much lord none of this will never be takn place lord becos it was u who brought these special pple mentioned above to me lord! and ive really got no other words to say but im soo thankful lord..


courtesy of josco's blog.haha my rendition of jese mccartney's beautiful soul..

now that im over with my long shout outs.. its time to worry my examinations..ugh..oh and pardon me if i had many typos in my entry hahaha