aii..realised i wasnt the only experiencing wad im going thru as a chairman..yayye! we'll go thru it together!!=D

sigh..

tml is my hist. end - of -year...and wad on earth am i doing here?? hahah..sigh..i did my studyin tho..shall slp early today..

hmmf..jus peeped into my sis's autograph bk..haha..and tot this was dame cute but dumb in the mean while..

Me no money
Me no care.
Me go
Marry a
Millionaire.
Millionaire dies,
Me no cry.
Me go
Mary another guy!

hahah okok...shall end jus here..hahaha..=b

decided to blog now since i have not blog for quite some time.....erm..okay..i jus blogged on sat tho..anyway..monday blues today..sigh..

argh! im so like dunno wad..maths hw is given on las mon which is a big tonne mann! and goodness gracious me..im given 1week to complete..and i dint have the discipline to do it..until las min las nite i started work at 10pm..as i had went out in the afternoon..argh..din managed to touch my hw cos i did all the test papers given..as they might be more imp cos the teachers may go thru it in class..sigh..then talked to my maths teacher..hmmf..she was kind to allow me grace period..but dumb me dint look at the amt of qns and jus answered her..'yes iwthout fail , by tomorrow'..aiyoh.... lucky i started doing my work at abt 7 so i finihsed it at abt 930..but i still have a bit more to go tml though..

sigh..history paper is like.tomorrow's tomorrow..2days time, and ive yet to even touch my texbook..goodness! argh! need to go study now..decided..shall read thru the content tonight of the first chapt..then tml MUST come home early to study in detail!argh..crap

i guess mrs cheong was right..i have not been managing my time well such that im not performing well in school nowadays..aii...

learnt a new word while having lunch wif pric+stephen and beks at jurong point..had swensens..hahah and kept calling pris cause it was so funny..her phone is spoilt and she cant hear..so beks and i calle her.. and she jus went 'hey sk! im walking to bread talk nw..im sorry my fone is spoilt i cant hear u ..so i meet u there okay..see u'..hahahah..it looks as tho shes talking to air like dat..haha

okayokay..the word learnt is..'doop'..haha i forget all the german words ive learnt..haha

okok need to go study history now..

dunno wads wrong with my nose..hmmf..i am smelling the exact yucky smell of the mixture we had for that time's carnival..hmmf..is it some shampoo that my neighbours used dat are so strong..or is it jus my nose..?

anyway..went to hongda's hse to do project..hahah..im such a lazZe bum! haha promised to meet at 930 at his hse..but end up crawling outta bed at 9..slowly sianing then leaving my hse at 10 and my bro fetch me..hahah..then went to jurong point to get some stuff and stoned there for a while to wait for my bro..hahah went to toys r us..hehe! so cool mann! theres so much stuff dat i wan to buy from there! really really.. then came my bro..and we went to queensway to get my shoes..hahah weve walked and see..then deciding which one i wan..but end up, when the sales man went to take it, i told my bro, ey, i wan back that colour..hahah my brother's like,'CAN DONT BE SO FREQUENT MINDED A NOT?' hahahah..right..then we went to pick my aunt and collect a cake at Lana Cakeshop..hmmf somewhere near rgps..

owell..hmmf im sooo tired..mentaly tired from school..and physically tired, cos im so lazee..hahah its ironice thinking that, how i can NEVER be able to slp later then 9 in the mornin..compared to now...sleepin all the way past 10 and even 11+..sigh..

GOOD MORNING!! its 12am of sat!hahah have not stay up till this late for a lonnng time

heheh jus uploaded the ngee ann poly electricity talk photos that were taken..

http://community.webshots.com/user/siewkeong100

heheh its also under my photos link..

haha this is so sick..i cant believe ive jus watched happytreefriends..hahah and i am still now! haha and i never fail to go 'arhhhhhh...this is so sick mann!! " hahahaa...

decided that i shall post some mini cooper pictures since im like in such a crave for such MINIS..haha...







and i tot that this is sorta cute..


hahah is this called obsession over minis..hahahaha...cant help it..jus find it cool..heheh..brother's rushin me for the internet..sigh..

hmmf..heheh happy dayye!

haha..a week gone..haha exams are nearer..i have no idea why do i have this weird mindset..but the nearer the exams are..the faster it is..and the faster it is..the hols would be nearer..haha..owell..heheh..im 'oogling' at my bro's car mag...oooooooooooooooooooo guess wa..haha its a YELLOW MINI COOPER S!! haha..tho i like mini one..but i guess , a yellow makes it alrite tho..hahah but its a little to cheesy for a car to be driven..hahaha looks dame cute..=b hahahah..

hmmf..got an urge to go to happytreefren now..but im not a sadist..so should i? or should i not?..hahaha..nevermind! when the hols come..i shall learn to make it myself..puttin wad i learnt in school into practise..haha..well happy weekend peeps!lookin forward to sunday to see some weird posters.... =x

wellwellwell...

wah..soooooooo shiok the weather..bet im gonna fall asleep later..heheheh its been raining since today morning's dnt lesson..which is abt 8..and raining continuosly until now..which is abt 4..heheh..cool!! hahaha..

heheh played in the rain after sckool..tho its only jus dat short distance from school to the coffee shop outside..its considerably quite lonng hahaha...imagine wad happen to my frens when i jump into a puddle of water...hahah i wasnt wet..but my frens all ard me were...owell..hahaha and they started kicking water...and the dumbest thing to ever happen at that time was..jieming started squirting his nike water bottle's water..which is soooo extra..hhahaha..but anyway..

sigh..tml got hist + 'san guo yan yi' bk test..sigh..hist can try to pull up my marks cos its only mcq and 1source based..whereas..im heck my chinese lah..only read until 70+ pages when its like 235 pages..sigh..heck lah heck lah..hahah..wad kind of attitude is this..

hahahah met beks and angie and sue-anne for dinner las nite for comm..hahaha..took some fotos for advert..hahah..angie and sue-anne tot i look like some model..hahah[ok! fine..stoppin chokin and rolling ur eyes!=b]hahaha//anyway..took sue-anne's car back..thanku so much..but no sooner when i enter home..i was killed..sigh mann...

hahah felt like taking this excerpt from 'i am david'..
God of green pastures and still waters...
oh no..i forget liao..but my fren in nan hua also doin this bk! heheh! and his bk got say which verse frm bible is this taken from..somewhere from psalms..

hahahah! so hyper!! woahoo!! hehehe!

hahahah cant really explain this feeling exactly..hahah evrybody lets party!! oh no oh no! nononononono...study first!

feeling like this right after i heard this song 'cant stop talking'..hahaha lemme take out an excerpt from a conv i had with a fren..and lets analyse how mean she is...=<

[::idEaLisTic::] says:
hehehh! so hyper!
[sarah.] +shattered like broken glass*------------'|how can you turn and walk away-pretending everything's okay-/*` says:
haha how come?
[::idEaLisTic::] says:
hahah
[::idEaLisTic::] says:
jus listened to a hilsong song..
[::idEaLisTic::] says:
titled 'cant stop talking' and right now i cant stop smiling to myself and cant stop grinning at the comp screen hahaha
[sarah.] +shattered like broken glass*------------'|how can you turn and walk away-pretending everything's okay-/*` says:
haha and you cant stop talking rite? oh wait you never could
[::idEaLisTic::] says:
hahah of cos i never could! wads the point of not toking when gos gave us a outh! yeah! hahahahah..
[sarah.] +shattered like broken glass*------------'|how can you turn and walk away-pretending everything's okay-/*` says:
haha god gave us two ears and one mouth.. to listen more and talk less

hahahahah...

anyway..cheerios! im going berserk..

and oh! i met priscilla and stephen at boon lay..hahah...they were so tanned..went for a swim at jurong east..heheh..stepehn is quite a socialble person..heheh..very friendly and nice :) heheh..and i think pris is still suffering from an impromptu shock upon meeting me cos i think i called her name kinda loud..haha

hmmf..blogger is down..cant do anything right now..sigh..

gonna study real hard later!i jus realised i think i better read my chinese bk..its like 180 more pages and test is on friday..i'll do the most i can and try my best! sigh..and have to study real hard for history..cant afford t get borderline anymore..should start to kick off all these bad habits..sigh..okay exams' only a week away..i BETTER START REALLY REVISING and stop making empty promises to myself..

decided to re-edit my blog..didnt sound really nice earlier..as i was way to 'the kind of mood' whihc isnt really good as i used some not realli nice words

now dat ive edited my post, i dont really noe wad to write. jus feeling a bit upset now with tons of uncertainty..maybe life's just so full of suspense, isnt it? ups and downs..highs and lows..wad else more could be worst??

anyway. was sayin i shall stay away from bloggin since i havent did much studyin even when my exams are only on next wed. praying to evade all procrastination within me and have discipline...really really need it. till then..

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cell today was gd..content wise..applied to me really well..i mean.talked abt faith..was really good and the song was..well..the testimony behind it was really got-no-words to say..i mean, a qn post to me was, how has God shown faith to u..i mean, gave me a chance to share abt..u noe..how god works his faith in me..like..i dun noe..used to get shy..but now..im ok with it..well shared abt prayer walk to the cluster todayye..wanted to say this but dint noe how to put it in words, so now i shall say : i mean, it has to take us to such lengths, like, a prayer walk..purposely made to go round lookin for problems around us..kinda sad..that these things happen all the time and we're so into our daily life abt ourselves that we dun really care..and have to take such a thing called prayer to walk to then find out kinda thing..not that prayer walk is bad or wad..but we mus reallly not take things for granted and think more abt others around us...

hmmf..seemed to have blogged quite a bit..heheh..well..ate katong laksa today..hahah..quite fun..then had camp comm meeting..seems very fun this yr..sounds like some adventure like dat..hahaha sounds cool..heheh..and some how or rather got to do with cows..haha..

hardly get such an early nite mowadays..shall go slp early today..gd nite world!:)

argh.irritated.angst.

argh so ....... pissed with wadever happened today...crap..students nowadays need to noe more about manners and bringin up the school's reputation well, and be a little more self-gracious and carry themselves better and mind their actions in public

managed to complete my weekend work..glad to have completed..but dint touch my chinese bk for a few days..such a failure forget it shall screw my test up since i have so many more pgs to go.yes giving up.damn dunno how i feel.irritated but not irritated.frustrated yet not.piss but not either. i cant seem to understand wads it.

crap.

hoping that tml would come fast..be able to feel re-freshed and stuff cos got church tml and usherin..hopefully shall have a gd nite's slp tonite..

hooray hooray! its a cheeky holiday!

hahah decided to put that little catchy ohrase down..though its really dumb..

my day was extreme fast..glad another week is down..which means 2 more weeks..sigh..okay..buck up! glad dat art can hand in tml..sigh..tml oral..not at all prepared..thinking of jus cheong-ing tml jus b4 the presentation..should be alright lah..hopefully..and crap..havent really read my chinse bk..oly pg 50 which is bad..im alredy thinking of not reading the book yeah..hmmf..

then met sarah to ask for help..yes yes..i owe her a lot..she jus like helped me colour and erm..ddrew my Cypher in a more handsome way then i did..haha..and erm..not bad i mus say..tho continued with my mis-matched colour combinations..haha..beginnign she was whining away..then when i showed my oh-so-wonderful design..it liven up her mood..i winder thats sth to be good or bad..hmmf..and meanwhile..i drew this caricature of her..haha..its very nice!! really! agree sarah? haha..and theres this little girl behind me who kept laughing and giggling and playion..quite cute..:)very cheery..then went to popular..but it was closed..haha :: hey see i dedicated one paragraph to u..yeah..some people demanded me to tag her and say thanku to her in my blog..and she wans me to hand up my work with her signature on it..sigh..and one thing! she drew my male character to become gay!!hahah not really lah..thanku thanku thanku soo soo much..:)

oh mann then was sooo malu-ating..went to top up my card but the 10dollar was rejected! due to some i-wonder-wad-creature-shes-called took my ten bucks to top up her cards..cos that note was being rejected..so i took the money and left ..as i was abt to tap my card into the gates..this mann ran to me and gave me the card..it was really lucky of me..but the thing is, i said 'sorry sorry!' instead of a 'thanku thanku'..aii..sk sk..

prayin for my english oral tml..hmmf..sounds tensing..

this is getting so crap! argh. give up my maths..tml go skool then copy..feeling extremely sleepy and stuff..deserately needing sleep.crap.tml to rush hist and art.thank goodness the weekend is near.but i have to read my book.crap!arghhh!! help.and im so tired.sleeping soon.shall give up reading my book tonite.cover it up tml. which means ive got 40pgs to go tml.sk!buck up!! argh! so rubbishiated with myself.

on a lighter note..went out with beks today..! wahaha..sooo funny..kept laughing with the photo taking session!! hahahahahah..right..she looked extremely FAT while faking to be a pregnant woman..hahah..and went around promoting erm..rice..oranges..hmmf wad else..oh! whispers! anddove..and as for me..i only advertised for tissue and..erm..a red ah-sph undrella..hahah..then funny..hahahah!! had so much fun taking other pple's butt! hahah..mean us..and erm..the very first foto we took at coffee bean was erm..a 'little unbalance of the hormone genes'.hahah..

argh! still so rubbish now! feeling a lil vex for over dunno wad. sk sk sk..wads wrong with u..relax.......................................................ARGH! i need YOGA! help!

ahhhh!!!!! i lost my 77th st card as i was trying to search for it this morning when i was eating breakfast..jus wanted to see how terrible my card is, and wala! its gone! amazing!! i have no idea where ive dropped it or wad so ever for that matter..sigh..

anyway..got back my history test.im extremely disappointed with myself man.i got 14/25. crap. this gets me into thinking that im not cut out for history.i prefer geog..:)

anyway..was SUPER HAPPY tonight..hahahaha..its indeed very hardly that my brother, and sister and me hang out. i guess today was the first time..yes it was really good u noe..i really treasured that particular moment..its like, for us..to have sucha time together, is indeed rare..but well! heheh! started splurging money! hahah i bought the wow!yellow cd today and became pok! liao..no $$$ then who noes..came to jurong point with my bor..so bought the hillsong shout to the lord platinum versh1! hahah..then fly down to man u shop..my bro wanted to buy this white long sleeve man u thing..and was askin me to decide either the blue or white..while he was fitting it..i was looking ard and i saw this polo tee! so nice the material! hahaha..and my sister told my bro and jus went like,'korkor! he wan to buy this!' and my brother ask me' quickly quickly! no time already!! go go go!' hahaha and wola! then went to bujy op short..so cool!! hahaha now i noe that this pants wont be able to get pulled down that easily!! hahahah..

but then, its really rare that we 3 have such a time together, the 1st time in fact..hahahah! hope to have more of this kind of things to happen!!but as much as i want it..i dunt wan it also! hahaha...cos if later we tell our dad ah..we're gonna get 'ka-charrr!' by our dad! hahahaha..the card's under my dad..hahah..gheheh but mus realli thank god for such a great time..really really..thanku god..:)

Kwok Siew Keong!! gonna start ur intensive study regime scheme today!! shall read my chinese book which is due for test next fri..sigh..i have 230 pages to go! and oh my gosh..i only have 9 days! which mean i mus read abt 25pgs a day!! crap! die liao..argh!!! pull through pull through boyye...

oooooo!! im soooo happy! finally got myself a new pencil box..i soft soft material one..very shiok to touch..billabong..looks nice..bought from 77th street..as i took out my never-used-before card..hahah..i realised it was broken at the side! i was like..shit!!hahah..ok..and while waiting for my bro to come jurong point to pick me as it was raining soo heavily..i went into life bookshop..hmmf..i want to get 2 cds!! its sooo nice..its the WOW worship 3..and hillsongs' 'Shout to the Lord' Platinum album..got like 2 versions..and have 30 songs in each..cool mann..all nice songs..mus gettit!

and my stupid brother! ah..so heavy rain and ask me to walk out to the road to get into the car..instead of driving up the covered driveway outside 7 11..hahah but i guess i was like, aii nevermind lah..its good that i have transport home!

heheh..I MUST START STUDYING!..streamings are 3 weeks time..and teacher was stressing so much on it!! Kwok Siew Keong! u better start pulling up ur socks![and be a nerd!] or else ya gonna dier terribly mann..aiiz..MOTIVATION AND DISCIPLINE!!

hmmf..mus satrt saving money NOW! so many people's bdaes coming up!! and have to start saving up for christmas!! before i go bust during the hols!! hahah..gd nite world..and i hope i would have a 'intensive study regime' for the next 3 weeks..sk sk..its gonna be soon over..pull through this and it'll be oevr!! amen!!:D

*shall find out how to post picture onto blog later..and show the world how ghastly and, erm, rubbish-to-the-eye is the face of this owner of the blog is..hahaha..

great! had a prayer walk with renita+zach+ailing+josco.was really really good. went from back of church to basc area..prayed for the people, the shop owners,and the kids at basc..tho josco prayed a hmmf u-know-how-it-would-be prayer, but im sure God would have touched the kids in a way or another.kept walking around and asked god open up the place to me..show me more of this place..and to me, it came to my mind that, ah!! whyye are there so little trees around!! more trees!! more trees!! we need them to cool down the earth's temperature..okok..\a bit out of point..hahah..but it jus came to me..so decided to pray to myself silently within myself.den passed by police post, it struck me that, lord..though we have like such a good security system in singapore lord..but there are still crimes being commited, hope that u will make our hearts humble lord, and wont take every small little things in our daily lives for granted lord, let alone friends..

owell..im so sos so sos o dead dead dead meat mann..i came home..dropp myself on the bed, and , ka-bish! laid there dead till abt 6 hahah..got up ate dinner and started work at 7..and i am so dead with maths too..cant really solve those where u need to substitute this into that and so on..ah! and i managed to do my history A book..whihch was torturous..mann..i dun understand why..i dun have a liking for history..i enjoyed so so so much more during geog lessons...hmmmf...i still cant read my hist as a story book..

hahah..took some fotos with my bro's fone! hahah sent to beks..and she went berserk upon seeing those oh-so-wonderful pictures..hahah..sent to sarah but cant receive..sent to zach too..but dunno he received a not..Josco! dun worry ! i'll send u tml!! hahah..

yesterday was superb!! heheh the kids were VERY HYPERACTIVE..which lead me to thinking that im old. ok forgettit..hahah..anyway..though tortoise is slow, but they are steady yeah? heheh..not bad not bad for the day's results..

we are a team that's backed by pride
there must be some tortoises on our side!
stand up and yell for our victory tonight!
Come on! Tortoise! Fight fight fight!

after that..we[me+josco+zach+beks+sarah+chloe+rachel+alexia+melissa] had sucha enjoyable time together..haha went to pop into worship prac..heheh..we created some atmosphere which was realli hyper hehe..and lets hope the same spirit will come back this sunday!:) haha..and afetr that.w.as a water session..haha..not the not drinking one, but a physical one..haha..sarah started the ball rolling! by gettin splashed first by josco by one big pail of water..heheh..den did some marching with chloe..when suddenly i felt 'cold rain'..sigh mann..hahah no one was let off! hahah zac was the last..the hardest of all..sigh mann..haha..not even alexia was let off..haha..anyway..was so cold..and took zac's parents car for a lift..heheh..the car is soooooo comfy!!! cool car!!!! i want to sit again!!! zac please........[hahahah im turning psychotic because of boredom as no one's online....]

den it was today..got band came home early...good! slept in the afternoon..caught up with some sleep..then headed down to the usual bukit batok place to get my hair cut..hmmf..now i feel so light..and when i walk in the streets..i can feel the air in my hair.. hahah..the dove advertisement...

ah!!!!!!! so dead..havent touch my tens of pages of hist plus 20 over questions on trigo homework..ah...plus have to read wad san guo yan yi..which has 2 hundred over pages..and today i only started the first chapt..whihc ended at pg 3..pathetic..haha..sk! ya gonna die terribly tml!! better sleep early tonite mann!

hmmf..gonna do some little changes to my blog...oh..anyway..zach's blog is soo nice...and i jus had my 2nd attempt in my crew cut hair..shall continue bloggin later :)

decided i should really blog since i havent did so in sucha week..and dat today was indeed eventful..

heheh..went to basc with josco..a very last minute decision..haha..went to play street bandy[which plenty people call it as : floorball] with them, and well..met beks and adrea for a dinner.

this is wad im going to blog about.

after a katong laksa at holland v, we went to sunset way the railway[and all thanks to my stupid idea..] we realli went to climb up the railway..at first..i was like..ah..ive got a bad feeling abt this..mann..yikes..it was surronded with this big buncg of bushes and stuff..hmmf..but as i saw adrea and josco successfully went up..i was like..ok..seems fun and easy..but when beks slip off. i was like, OH MY GOODNESS!! hahah i began to have a little doubts..haha..it was quite an experience, really. a breadth-taking one indeed. >SO SCARRY!!!hahah..then beks was making so much noises which contributed to me being even more freaked out. hahah..den we walk..quite erm..yes..nice for adrea+josco, but horrendous for me and beks..haha..den it came to the challenge. the one without the railings..ah!!!! so dangerous..hahah..and beks keopt squating down, with she going 'ah!! i cannot take it..im gonna pee in my pants..' so funny mann..hahah.. anyway..as we went down from the clementi side..it was quite a challenge too..

heheh decided to play sparkles and throw them into the river..
we made wishes[ok, to me, it was rather a prayer than a wish]..basically, i made one wish..and decided hnot to be greedy.heheh..but i went on with 2 more..i duno noe whyye..i jus placed plenty of hopes in it..hoping that, God will see it through..and to me..i symbolized the red smoke emitted by the red sparkles hopefully will mean that the evil stuff will go away ..and hopefully the green ones symbolizes peace. weird thinking i have.but its jus symbolisms. no sooner, things were not really wad i hoped. hoping for a twist in things now...

right now, the weather is raining terribly.and to me, raining never, i repeat, NEVER fails to imply to me that something bad is going to happened.strange it may be.jus a way i found how god communicated with me.really. right now, wad the thing bad might happen in my mind is..jus dat..which of, i hope it may not be so..

i hope the wishes made by the river with the sparkles will really bring some hope and be answered....hmmf...pray it may be so.Amen.

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hey! im not an asshole..hmmf! dats so not me mann..hahah...did this quiz out of nothing to do mood..hmmf....owell..hahahah..me..ass hole...so contradicting..ahhaha

"Forever Blue"

Did you ever see the rainbow?
Did you ever hear the cry?
Did you ever see the colours fade away?
The night, the night you said goodbye

I'm never gonna love again
The way that I love you
I'm never gonna smile again
I will be forever

[Chorus]
Blue like the ocean, silent waiting
Blue like the river, floating by
I will tell you I'm fine but
It won't be true
If I can't have your love
If I can't be with you
I'll be forever blue

Did you ever see the sunrise?
Did you ever feel my pain?
Did you ever see the sun go down?
When you, when you left me in the rain

I'm never gonna love again
So say it isn't so
I really want to smile again
Don't wanna be forever

[Chorus]

What do you do when the skies come falling down?
Where do you run when the waves come rolling in?
How do you cope when the heart's got a mind of its own?
I will be forever blue...

wanted to blog these few nites..but was to lazy to..hahah but well..the sjsm carnival was so much fun..making the gross stuff and smacking our faces! haha..and jeremy chua cheeping and shangjie and jiahao came ..:)thanku..but so many no thankus for wad u asked..anyway..zach was so shock with cheeping! haha...zach tot cheeping wqas so so shy at hillsong concert..but was soo flabberghasted when he saw him keep rambling on and bargaining during the carnival..haha..

and the worst thing could ever happen is, im suppose to email my hist project to yehidah by at nite!
and i din give anyone her email!! oh mannn!!! so dead!!!!..oh no.......

den it was yesterday..went to watch down with love..though i find the story kind of dumb, but kinda twist and turn around tho..heheh..and came home..was so hyper active when my aunt and cousins came over..toked abt my brother's ns..haha..my borhter is a skillful lier mann..yea right..so obvious he was going to bring his gfren there..hahah the way he protested..sigh..hahahand how he say wad, erm..sleeping very late in the nite ..preparing for ns..cos ns always very late then sleep..hahah..crap mann..

ah tml hist test..shall die...lets cross finger....XXX