been supposedly a relaxed day..but guess it was all screwed up..so damn pissed now..agh..

had a pretty nice day...and one fine moment..mr weeny wee came in to the class..and announced a maths test on tues..when we had our last less than 2 weeks ago..wad shit..cowz..

then art's due on friday..and *A* rather give up his time and tok on the fone than to complete his maths homework which is due tml..and research on his art..fine..then when ask him come online and get things printed..scolded me for hindering his talks..when right now, 10pm he still havent even touch his maths..gees...and now, im being inefficient and and wad a sucker i am now cos i asked him to print? fine..go ahead and fuck me all u wan if u don understand wads the meaning of fuck..cos its jus so gross for u to fuck me alritte..

anyway..im jus so not affected by it..tho i sound pissed..but im not..im jus like..ohh..another idiot who's muttering away non stop not knowing his facts well..sigh..

owell...had a pretty nice day..:) jeremy experienced the same kind of 'brother-life' as me...having to give in to sisters..ahahaha..okay..aii..lets hope dnt test tml can pass lah..and cheers to our lets-not-hope-so-much science test today..hahah..electricity..was so gong at it..haha

added new blogs..aii..gonna get a change in my blogskin..

tk care peeps..lets start saving for christmas..hahaha..[why did i say dat? i have no idea..mus start saving money for year end..hahaha..and going to buy cd this weekend..weeeshh!!]

ah..got dnt test tml..memorising some properties of wood..lemme try some of it here..

chengal..from malaysia and thailand..hard strong and durable..but easy to work with hand tools..egs are bridges and garden benches..can be polished varnished or staind

kapur..from malaysia and indonesia..stiff and durable..have characteristics of camphor..although it does not contain resin..egs are construction framework and decks on lorries and hulls of boats..

nyatoh..fairly strong and durable..from malaysia indonesia philippines and thailand..can be polished or stained..egs are..door frames and window frames..plywood and furniture!

heheh..got these all less then 15mins..wahahaha..but still got more to go..aii...blog later..:S

heheh...happy day .. woohhoo!

heheh! i guess today marks a day of relieveness for the week! ah-ha!heheh..havent been having any good days since last week..everythings is soo frantic and rush..no 'peace-day'..aii..after tml's science test..we'll be free ...for the week at least...gees! time was flying so past in the midst of my busy-ness dat i did not even notice that its alredy week5 of term 3..!! which means, streaming is onli like..in 10weeks time mann..ahh..no wonder everything is sooo rush now..

heheh..but as for me..i'll jus sit back and slack my time away..hahah..only do last minute work..hahah..like the packing maths file trauma..missing 5 worksheets..[which is a lot..] haha..but i manage to cover up myself..making it look as though its 'complete' im so brilliant..i noe..=) [ a big smug on my face..hahaha]

guess wad guess wad!! ahahahahahahaaha!! wad a big achievement mann for me! hahah...got results of nafa today..wahahaha..i was jus merely expecting to get a bronze..but wala!i got an SUPER UNEXPECTED GOLD award boy..hahahahah!!! so happy!!haha..i neo its no mean feat..but still! hahah..nebermind..hahaha..its my first time tho..okok..luff ur head off..i dun care.. =p..haha

ah..cant believe i fell asleep yesterday in front of my maths teacher..can u believe it?? haha..i was sooooooo dame tired right from teh beginning of the day..and when it came to maths lesson..i was super duper dead alredy..hehe...and plus mr wee's non stop rattling of dumb stuff..argh! no even one whole bunch of mentoes that i consumed within an hr can save me..still..i fell asleep so obviously when mrs cheong was jus sitting right beside me..hahah! but my fren's -shock-u-wake-up method did work on me for abt 15mins..hahah..that thrill of shockness as tho sth bad had happened was realli tensing and kept me awake tho..;)hehehe..

cant believe this! josco shouted my big name in front of the whole classroom block agh!! thank goodness i was all the way in science lab..hahaha..if not hes gonna kill me ..cos the hdb block is like, less then 20metres apart with the classroom block!!wahahaha...phew!lets hope no teachers i noe heard him..erm..but thats quite hardly impossible..cos once he shouted..all classes in my school wouldve heard him..shucks..hahaha

aii..all things will turn out fine after tml..hahah..oh..thurs got dnt test..aii..shuld be okie one..heheh yesterday mus have been a blogging day or wad..both sarah and josco got their blogs done! wow..hahaha...okieokie..:)

hehe..and yes..wah..jeremy was super sweet..self-composed a message for acnaib..so cool and sweet mann..this is how it goes..heheh..
As the stars start to shine even brighter,
taking away that glow from ur eyes making them dimmer...
I jus want to wish u a very goodnight before those two beauiful eyes of yours close...
Good night!
love you..
awww..horrendously sweet right!! hahah..i mean..super sweet lah..ahh..acnaib betta be touch by him... :D

tk care world..

::sniffing away.::

bloggin in sckool now..aii...sianing in my comp lesson..left 5 mins of break..my fingers r numb..typin real badly..hahah..but not bad lar..learning flash quite fun..haha..the teacher is nice..giving us a 2nd break
.. argh the weekend is free..but gotto have some discipline to get down to pack my maths file by monday..if not aii..hahah

yeppsyepps!! i got a motivatrion to pack my room!! do it tonite!! woohoo!! lesson's starting!! hahah.. yes yes..i wanna pack my room tonite..but please dun pin too much hopes..haha

happy day...

::taKe cArE Lil giRL::

so forced into changin my msn pic into smelly bunny! gosh! and i cant believe sum1's rushing me now..aiiz..hahaha

anyway..so much things have happened these few days..plenty to jot down..but i'll blabber for the time..
watched rapture today, stirred my heart too and realli kept me reflecting on how my walk wif god is going, am i truly believing in him whole heartedly, or wuld i fall into the clutches of the devil when the time comes. i am realli fascinated with whether, have they realli dig out coffins and see if the clothes and bible and everything they had on earth is laid that way, i realli want to know.i want to noe more about life after death kinda things, and i had many questions prompting into my mind at that point of time. and all of them who came, i knew, they had mre questions to ask than me, cos they are all non christians! and sure i noe..theres a lot to answer them..but ive got to answer my own doubts b4 we can go on..sumbody enlighten me...

im so surronded by people coming down wif flu..weijun, jeremy, zac..ahh..oh no...and a new case today..oh no oh no..am i the BIG VIRUS standing around singapore or wad..hahah

heheh! sumbody finally went to the doctor!! haha..got dragged by parents! cheerios to them!!tk care bunny!!

yesterday was the first time, i receive a letter, ok..first time in a long long time..hahah..but it was soooo sweet!! so nicee!! so different from my last time letters!! and its like, jus a frenfren letter kinda thing, not havin anything like, oh tml got this or that kinda letter..but jus frenfren letters! so nice!! tho it was trying to boost my ego..it didnt cos i am so touched..so touching..hahaha... and NO WAY AM I GONNA BE SMELLY BUNNY!! smiles!okok..mebbe for the time being allrite..alritte..but once ur mc's over..i'll be nice-smelling bunny!

im soooooooo sad now....cos someone is not gonna sing praises of me, and still said, "next time i shall jus zip my mouth!"
sigh..as beks went the other time..."wad a friend i have in *bimbo*...."

sigh..oh! by the way..names have been replaced for *bimbo* as sarah wants to be remained anonymous.., oh forget wad ive jus utterred.. :)

yikes! so sleepy! going out wif mr roydi tml..wad to buy for him? birthday..aii...but i noe i wuld come up wif sth in the nick of time!

oh yar, some one jus tot herself to be "less-bimbotic-than-wad-a-bimbotic-bimbo" she was..oh omit the bim..cos shes jus a bo?? hahaha..dun make sense written in words..hahahaha..im mean........

im gonna memorise this by hard! haha..
:heheh...for once, ya dirtier than me!! woohoo!! i feel good!! wahahah..
:haha yepps let u smell good for ONCE

owell..had my PFT today...5 stations , arrangement was, shuttle run, then sit ups, standing broad jump, sit and reach,lastly inclined...yikes!! i jus cant run! i go dummy jelly legs! i failed my shuttle run! got 11.9 secs..realli like shit, but i got an A for my sit ups[43times..eh..not bad ah..]..then standing broad jump i had an unexpecting whopping 209! ok..no big deal..but quite a big deal for me alrite..and it secured me a B i think..and i had 49 for sit and reach, whihc was an A..hahah..my frens were like.."siao! u not human!"[literal translation in chinese]..hahaha..and i had a 30 inclined to jus get me an A...heheheh..:P

whoosh! tml my 2.4...aiming to get below 11mins...try try try...hey..have confidence ok..i'll try ok..all hope is not lost lest i try. yes. and very most i re-take my shuttle run lor...this time i retake must not twist my leg accidentally too much...

pray okies?? heheh..pray for my 2.4...

::lost::

im like a bird
i'll always fly away
i dunno where my soul is
i dunno where my home is

so tired..so stressed..everything is coming so last minute, so many deadlines to meet, gees! argh...calm down calm down splendid sk..hahah..yeppyepp! i jus cheered myself up!! woohoo!! hahah..and i was feeling SOOOO GOOOD! when someone said i smell nice!! wahahaha..

im still so not over the Mini One car thingy..im sooooo obsessed with dat car man! i cant wait to like, drive all of u around in my mini!! wahahah..

gees..tml maths test..going bonkers..meetin beks for lunch[but cancelled it..cos..-->]..but having to meet my test and screwed up science-then-turned-english project for my presentation on the whole project..argh..driving me nutz..before headin down to basc..

argh! CRAZEEEE!!! im on the verge of entering asylum..gees! i jus remembered someone booked me a place in woodbridge..hahah..

im gonna memorise this by hard! haha..
:heheh...for once, ya dirtier than me!! woohoo!! i feel good!! wahahah..
:haha yepps let u smell good for ONCE

.:mIni oNe:.

hahah..so cool so cool!!i cant wait!!

hahahaha..i jus read some car mags!! hahaha!! oh my goodness oh my goodness..i CANT WAIT TO BE 18!! wahahah!! then i'll be able to get my license..and i JUST FELL IN LOVE WIF THE MINI ONE car!!!

my goodness!! its sooooo cute..i jus cant wait DRIVE dat car..yes man!!MINI ONE!! its sooo cute...my goodness..im crazeeee...

yes..talkin to my fren and stoning..AS I SAID!! im crazeeee over the mini one now...oh my gosh oh my gosh...

MINI ONE!!

but im never gonna neglect my RAV4...

hahah...GOING BANANAS![beks taught me this!:)]

[[goodness, pays to be good?]]
think.

supposedly a happy day..but, oh well..



on the brighter note.. =)
watch the concert..ok..the bring me to life one was realli good..nice, and the lil kids look realli cute wif their umbrellas..;p..heheh..

hey! i was cheered up by beks josco and chloe!! walked to sixth avenue!! and started to pose outside 7 Eleven..heheh..mus wash for the fotos ah!:P..we must have looked so damn cool! and sent chloe off..walked to beks aunt hse..hide behind the door..for nothing! hahahaha..quite very fun too! and i gave beks and josco took their cab first! cos they're stayin further away!:) manage to come home b4 12, whihc was good..not as bad as i think wuld be..

oh yes! hahah..regardin my previous post..tho ridiculously sounded as though ive got raped..but hey! it cant be as horrendous as some people thinks that ive got raped by some guys in toilet, and still asked, if sk was gay? geees!hahahah.. anyway..it was jus a hair cutting experience lar! hahahahahahaha...where were u thinking too! gees!! hahaha..

heheh..ok anyway..godnite world..and yes..think.think.think.was i being jus too nice to be bullied? tell me..

7th July

3 things to announced!

1) HAPPY BIRTH DAY CHLOE!! ure a teen now!!

2) a day dat i'll never forget..BEKS!!!!!

3) the last thing, but also the most important thing!

yes..wad a day..woke up..decided to do sth nice for my family..CurryPuffs! the best i can think of! made it, quite ok lar..edible..but not to ideal tho..:p

met beks for dinner..sigh..challenge me on spicy tom yam stuff..heheh..i won alrite! but she thinks i was lousy cos i drank the cup of water[ when i finished 3/4 of it before the food even came..sighs..]

and then, it happened.[trauma]

i made a decision that i can never look back on.i walked into this inn, with 3 indian men, with 3 chairs, all servicing their clients. i hesitated, but beks forced me into this, she turned my turmoils into her pleasure, shes sick.i took the step which i can never look back on.i feel violated, that man, rubbed IT up and down, up and down, i feel naked, very naked, and bare, and i am getting so cold and chilly right there. i feel extremely violated.after 20mins, i paid 8bucks for their service, and left the inn, feeling a feeling ive long not had, and could never look back again.never.

hahahs..gees..

yes! the most important thing!!
im SOOOO SOO SOO SOrRy...sooo sorry...dint get anything..cos beks made me broke!! so sos so sorry k..next time next time k? wont be lonng,...apologies...soooo sorRy...

heya!

wad a week..no time to blog, probably, tired and lazy.

wadadaywadaday..yesseeifucanreadwadiwrotewithitallsticktogetherthingy.jamieandj
eremyfeltthecallingandbothcametome,isitthiscallingformethat itscomingfromthebothofthem?iguessihavetoadmit.butitsgoodthing!

to my frenny-fren who owed me 5 bucks! - PLEASE CHEER UP!! u are soo utterly depressed..okok? cheer up ok?? i got sumthing for u tml!! heheh..very SWEET one! and mark my words! its VERY SWEET!! hahahah...realli realli!! mus believe me!!

have a goodrest..

so let me sleep..ohh---ohhh..
in my dreams im with u...

oh well

wad a week..passed quick, but was glad..
ohh! just declared myself as the photogenic one! and i heard it with my own ears! so sarah! stop denying that fact!muahahaha!!
gees.wad a talk i had.tried acting dumb.
aii..tml got renita concert..
praying for zac..hoping he can have time to reliev and relax himself and get all his energy lost, and not tire him out.
praying for the cell in my class, hoping God will instill the aim and and see in wad way does He want us to go..to tell my classmates more of the gospel? or to bring them to christ? personally, id rather combine the both, lord, need ur help. and together, i pray that lord, there are 12 christians in my class out of 40, and i hope, within this short 3 months left, i hope we can let 8 people noe abt U lord, and hopefully, bring them to u, or better, it arttracts others and the number would increase, but lord, i hope that u will guide us thru as we go on..

::bLeSseD::